What the hell happened? I knew October was ending, but somehow November always creeps up and scares to crap out of me. Where has the year gone, where was I, and where do I want to be for the next one? . And am I going to go through the pretence of making my own Christmas cards again only to procrastinate and spend the 5 days before Christmas madly sticking stars on cardboard and recklessly slashing my friend list so I am frickin' done already?